Friday, October 02, 2009

Brain Deadedness and Some Good News

OK, so I know that deadedness is not a work. However, that seems to be where I am stuck at right now. I don't even know if that is the proper term for what I am not feeling. I am an avid reader, in a typical day I can easily get through 2 books of 300+ pages. Lately I have not been able to get thought one. Even my favorite author holds no interest for me and I have been waiting for his new book for months now.

I know I am not depressed, I have been there before and this is not the same. It is not a lack of attention span. It is almost as if I have read, seen or done every thing that there is. I want something new and there is nothing new out there. Even games that I love are holding no interest for me.

I think I need to see about taking a class somewhere for something. Maybe take up painting, or pottery making, or ASL or something.

The good news is that in November Honey is coming up here. I am so excited it seems like forever sense I last saw her. I actually think it was 4 years ago, I know it was only in September but still that was years and years ago.

Oh for those of you in Washington state if there is anyone else out there from here. Remember to vote Approve on Ref 71.

3 comments:

reeflightning said...

yay that honey is coming!
that sounds so much like depression... keep an eye on yourself my friend.

Nulaanne said...

It does sound like depression and I am very careful. I was seriously depressed once and don't ever want to get that way again.

Camlin said...

I was thinking that maybe you need a vacation...but if Honey is coming, that's the next best thing, no?

It does sound like the beginnings of depression...take care of yourself.